Below is a soliloquy written by Rev. John Benson Sloan in the early 1960s on the Innkeeper and revised by Dr. j. Ben Sloan in 2003. Rev. Sloan was Dr. Sloan's father's second cousin and was the last Synod of South Carolina executive.
Christmas Eve – “The Innkeeper” Dialogue by John Benson
Sloan revised by J. Ben Sloan 2003
Johanna: [with a
disgusting look on her face] Look at this place! What kind of an inn is this? Where is the fire—I’m cold?!
[Ben stands up]
Johanna: “Is there no
other inn in this place? By the hair on
my head, if the day were not so far spent, I would press on to Jerusalem even now.”
Ben [holding up a hand and bowing slightly]- “The inn is not so poor, O person of great
mercies. Many great and honorable people
have rested here and strange things have happened here. Had these walls had eyes that they could see
and mouths that they could speak they could tell many tales that would hold
people from their beds”
Johanna: “I believe it- tales of idleness and robbery.”
Ben: “Not so, my lord, not so; but tales of things which
will make this old world a better place, because of things which happened in
this inn. And the end of the tale is not yet.”
Johanna: “And would you keep me here outside until you have
told it all? Come and take my horse and
prepare me a meal. Then while you wait
upon me, you shall tell me the rest of this story.” [Johanna sits down]
It was in the days when the census was taken by Caesar Augustus. The roads were crowded with people going to their own cities and the inn was full
of folk. Those were days when innkeepers grew rich as fast as grass
grows after the former rains in the springtime of the year. And that day there had come to the inn a
great man of Rome —but
I forget his name—Marcus something or another, with his servants and his
horses, his guards and his scribes and they filled the place. The inn was no longer my own. They
called me here and called me there as though they had bought me for hte price
of a pair of shoes in the market. Had I
had a score of arms and a dozen pairs of legs I could not have done a tithe of
the things they commanded me to do.”
And all the
time, more and still more travelers were
coming and asking that they might abide here for the night. What could I do but send them on to the next inn,
even though I knew that the inn there would be full as mine own inn was. I could have filled my lap with the silver I
turned from my door that night. Yet,
there was one who came whom I would not have
turned away for all the silver of the world, and until my feet go down the
valley of the shadow I shall sorrow, night and day, that he did not have the
best room in the inn. But I was a poor
man and busy and how should I know?
They were
poor folk, a man who might have been a carpenter or a potter, a man of middle
age. So much I noticed and that he had
his wife with him, sitting doubled upon a donkey. I had no time to spend with them, for a dozen
Roman voices called me hither and thither and I told them I had no room for them
or for anyone else who might come. But
the man laid a strong hand upon my
arm and drew me back and told me that hsi wife was ill and not able to travel
further. His plea made me angry, and I
told him that many folk, who were ill and tired, would, that night have to
sleep beneath the stars. Can I make more
rooms arise by striking my staff
upon the ground? I asked him.
It is
strange, I grow old, and old men forget, but all that was said and done that
night is as clear before me as
though it happened yesterday.
I bade him come
to the gateway, that he might see for
himself. There was no room for as much as a goat to lie
down. But something made me turn around
and I looked into the face of the young woman on the donkey, and something
about her made me remember my Rhoda
who had died in childbirth years before.
And for her sake and for the sake of something written on the woman’s
face, I bade them come to a little cave
below the hill that we sometimes used as a stable. It was a poor place, but it was better far
than the cold ground with only the stars above for a roof. If only I had known I would have given them
the best room in the inn. But they were
poor folk and how was I to know? [BEGIN
“AWAY IN A MANGER”]
I brought
some candles and put them in a niche
in the wall and brought a couple of bundles of straw on which she could lie
down and because the night was so chilly, hung an old tent cloth before the
mouth of the cave. They were poor folk
and I know not why I did what I did for them.
Darkness fell and no more travelers came, and at last even the Romans
ceased their drinking and their gaming and fell asleep. And before the night
was old, the man Joseph, came to tell me
that her child was born. I went out
with him to see that all was well, bringing some water and rags. And even as
we went, the whole sky from one far corner to the other was filled with light; light that moved and shone like
the waving of angels wings and there was the distant sound of music, such music as I had never yet
heard. Even then, as we watched the
light fade out, we didn’t think it had anything to do with the baby who had
been born in the stable cave.
[BEGIN WHILE SHEPHERDS WATCHED THEIR SHEEP BY NIGHT]
All that
had passed disturbed me so that I could not
sleep, and soon a great knocking called me to the gate and I saw Caleb the shepherd and a few other
shepherds standing there in the lantern light.
Before I could ask them what they needed, they asked me concerning the
child and told a tale that the light we had seen in the sky was a multitude of angels, and the music we heard was
their singing—telling them of a baby who would be the Savior- the long awaited messiah. They also said the angels told them they
would find the baby wrapped in strips of cloth and lying in a manger.
I took them to the stable and knelt even
as they did and bowed my head before the baby who lay asleep in his mother’s
arms.
They went elsewhere to live here in this
town for awhile. I am an old man, my
eyes are dim, my days are few, I shall not live
to see it, but you, traveler, whose days shall be many in the land, you
shall see the day when the word shall be fulfilled and that child shall be the
Savior of the world.
And it may
be, that men will come to this inn and
kneel in the stable where I knelt for the sake of the child who was born
there. But if I had known—yet how was I
to know? –I was a poor man and they were poor folk, and there were his honor
Marcus something or another and the rest.
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